College !

The feeling that you will no longer be able to sit joblessly for hours at the nescafe joint, the feeling that you will no longer have the hard fought intersection cricket match every weekend, the feeling that you will no longer need another proxy, the feeling that you will no longer need to face the pig faced grunting warden on reaching the hostel late, the feeling that every pice of manchurian - every bit chicken - every scoop of icecream will no longer be fought for by a parade of  hands, the feeling that you will no longer find the bad mess food as an excuse and go out to eat every other day, the feeling that you will no longer tell your lecturer how u need to prepare for a test and run off to a movie, the feeling that you will no longer need to smuggle your high(ly stoned!) friend into the hostel from the ever suspecting security gaurds, the feeling that there will no longer be any passionate animated debates about your favourite cricket and soccer teams, the feeling that you will no longer wait with great tension all nite for your friend's interview result, the feeling that there will be no more all night computer gaming sessions which end with the morning breakfast, the feeling that you can no more play heavy metal at its loudest and have all the people around you love it, the feeling that you will no longer run around for the toppers notes just before the exams, the feeling that you will no longer sit with your friends joblessly enjoying the people passing by(!) and commenting with total freedom, the feeling that you will no longer have a group where all kinds of swearing is time pass, the feeling that you will no more have  an ass whopping birthday celebration which ends in you having  more cake on you than in you, the feeling that you will no longer dance like crazy - no holds barred - no inhibitions - to the romantic 'khuda jane' (!) that the band is playing during your cultural fest, the feeling that you will no longer scamper to finish the reports assignments - projects, oh my god ! the list is endless................

That last walk around the campus was so emotional, so hmmmmmmmmmmish ..

They say all good things end for better things to come.

I seriously doubt it.

Space Research vs Helping the Needy

About an year ago, i had attended this general discussion held by SEDS-VIT (Students for the Exploration and Development of Space or call it the Space Club !!). It was a seminar on how the spacecrafts are launched and what all components go into it. But at the end of the seminar there was a discussion, which is the subject of my post.

The discussion was on the fact that given the poverty, suffering and inhuman standards of living suffered by poeople in so many countries, does it make sense in spending billions and billions of dollars on space research and technology.Isnt it better that, that money be used to feed poor, deprived people of underdeveloped countries and to help them develop ?

Does it make sense ? Ponder .

I think it does not make sense. What is the point in carrying out experiments which we donot even know will yeild anything fruitfull ? and the worst part being that you spend huge amounts of money on it. Money that can bring a smile on many a childs face in somalia or some other backward economy.
I think you should always do things that will satisfy the lot and lead to the greater good. Obviously in this case, the greater good lies in the fact that the money put into space research be diverted towards the development of backward countries. After all, to the average guy how does it matter what NASA is doing ? I think he would be more happy knowing he( his taxes) helped feed dying babies or helped a child get educated, rather than that his money was involved in some complex project of which he cant figure the head or tail and is not sure if its of any use.

Then there is this other train of thought which says, if we never explored new things, never invested on innovation and inquesitiveness, then would columbus ever have landed on the americas or would edison invented the electric bulb ?
This train of thought makes you dream of life in mars, or a holiday in space. It shows how the money going into NASA(or any other space research ageny) is causing so many innovatiove new machines and mechanisms to come out.How solar power and nuclear power are the future.How nanotechnology is going to change the world.Many other such amazing things.

well then it remains upto the individual to decide whether the investment in research would be more frutiful or whether he would rather use the money to satisfy the less fortunate lot around him.
I think, a proper balance between the both should be the perfect way to go about it.
Though it doesnt seem to be the case now. The governments (of the developing, slightly developing and developed countries) are all more tilted towards the reseach cause(for their own selfish reasons) than the humanitarian cause.

Is this attitude is good for the future ?? we'l just have to wait and watch ..!!

people laugh at me coz i am different ..
i laugh at them , coz they are all the same ..
thats 'attitude' ..
and i live it !

Young Indian Engineers

Amateur Blogger is back :) ..

Don't see myself getting anywhere in the blog scenario.
I just don't have an idea what to talk about.
As if that isn't bad enough ,i keep looking at these blogs which have really hi-fi, over my head stuff. How do these people get such ideas.Man i feel like the least creative person on the planet ,as far as writing goes.
One thing I think that has a big say in how and what you write is , 'how much you read'. I don't. Very rarely. Just don't have the patience and passion needed for reading. Regret it though, 'not being able to read', that is.

Now moving on to my topic ( fortunately, I have something in mind this time around).
As I see it, the average Indian graduate is a person looking to make as much money as possible, keep parents happy, secure the future for him/herself and family.
Make money eh. Two ways. Go Abroad or Do an MBA.

1)Going abroad is a piece of cake. Got the cash ? Write GRE. Anyone in his/her right mind and with decent preparation should get 1200+ .VISA is the only problem.But once that is done, fly. Man its simple.
Struggle and learn how to make electricity at home .Go light the neighbours house.

2)Agreed, MBA in a decent college is tougher than an MS abroad. But with the number of MBA colleges springing up, getting a seat is still no big deal.

So is that all to life ?
Get a high-fi degree , a high-fi job in an MNC to suit your education (so they say. its only that the US dollar = 40 odd bucks , thats making your pockets richer. you are stil cheap labour to them) and fill your pockets. Suddenly after that your average 'Middle Class Guy till recenlty' starts having pizza at pizza hut every second day, splurges on designer wear, has a centralized AC at home, starts pubbing and spending more money every month than he would have spent in an year , a few years back.

Huh. Arent we loosing it here? Are their no ideals ? Are their no goals ?
Isnt there anybody who has a vision for this great country of ours ?
Noone ever wants to make small simple innovative things to improve our daily life ?
what happened to progress, innovation, charity, helping the country grow?
Does anybody in thus country even dream of doing something to change the world ?

A look at most of the young Indian Engineers at college and you can see it all.
They are only bothered about tomorrows assignment, next weeks test , final exam and getting marks.
After they get the job they'l be bothered about tomorrows office work, next months power bill and how to get the income tax waived.
Bloody Hell.

Where is the research you need to be doing at this ripe age ? Where is the zeal to excel ?
Does any want to make the fastest car in the world here ?
Is anyone thinking of improving wireless network protocols ?
how about the next biological breakthrough ?
Is anyone looking at getting roads , power and education to every corner of india ?
Does anyone know how many people in this country are still below the poverty line ?

Why does the average Indian Engineer still does not have it in him to (try, atleast) be of signficance and make a difference ?

people laugh at me coz i am different ..
i laugh at them , coz they are all the same ..
thats 'attitude' ..
and i live it !

They think my college sucks !!!

just read a blog which ridicules my university, VIT , Vellore institute of technology ..
http://rmshark.blogspot.com/2008/06/visit-to-vit.html


was just wondering at the audacity people can have to go about writing stuff about an institute of international repute .. did the guy want publicity ?
may be , he did !!
may be he wanted to defame my institute more than he wanted publicity ..

In fact , the reason for the outrage is , i think , not the fact that my institute has been rated better , not that the rating system is flawed , but the fact that his institute has been put down and shamed by not being in the top 10 , the dude's inflated ego couldn't quite comprehend with that fact ..


whatever said and done , the way undergraduate education is done in India , and from what i have heard , the world over , the institute contributes only 20% or even less to what an individual turns out to be in life .. its all up to the individual .. then i see no point in rating institutions and having pointless controversies ..
true talent will go no where .. it will surface at some point surely ..
only a matter of time ..

hmmm .. end !!
random blogger :)


people laugh at me coz i am different ..
i laugh at them , coz they are all the same ..
thats 'attitude' ..
and i live it !